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Saturday, May 09, 2009

i reckoned if i still dont blog, my blog will be dead-ed-ed forever and ever.

we just had our 1st official LAST lab practical, which we are supposed to learn how to carry the rabbits in the correct manner and performed injections on them. Mr Jomer showed us videos on how to do those techniques, while the rabbits are still placed on the table.

i was wondering what the rabbits are thinking. seeing their own kind, being 'tortured'. it must be utter horrible. TERRIBLE feeling. they were somewhat breathing VERY RAPIDLY, which i presumed that they are trumatized. LOLS trumatized by how 5 people carry them in and out of the cages.

then we carry on to do the so UN-professional injections.
Chrise did the subcutaneous thingy first.. i thought it was alright. cause the rabbit dont have much reaction. but after a few seconds after the injection, blood started flowing out. I WAS LIKE 'ZOMMGGG! BLEEDING!!' shit man. seriously.
The blood started flowing, and I started flowing too.
My heart was broken, seeing how it bleed. LIKE FOR NO REASON.
ya i know it's a common situation. alextan's rabbit bleed too.
BUT i feel hurt for them. too much sympathy uh?

oh yeah, after that i did the injection at the subcutaneous too. lucky never bleed.

but no it's nobody's fault.
it's our first time. it's time we trained up our medicore skill.
this is the only way to treat those rabbits humanely. VERY HUMANE.
FAST and EFFICIENT~

i always thought i will be able to handle animals, blood and stuffs.
i always thought i am strong enough to handle things.
but it seems like i am wrong. i am not as strong as i seems to be.
i am actually scared of terrible thunderstorms. scared of hurting people/animals for no reason.

it makes me think twice thrice about what i want to be in future. am i fit to be a veterinary? LOLS not qualifiy enough, mmmh perhaps veterinary ASSISTANT. i am afraid that i cant handle the experiments, say biopsy/autopsy. i know it's for their own good or for the benefits of the mankind. but am i suitable? i still dont have the answer, yet.

i feel abit stressed. just abit.
is it because i am always lazy, and that now i need to do more stuffs, it makes me unable to cope? but yes, i can. I CAN. I CAN.

Jason Chang is damn cute la!!
he's cute and knowledgable, with his own kind of accent and a lil bit of proud, yet humble and modest and shy. HAHAHAHA! :D
if you know what happen in the lab, i guess prolly you will laugh to death.
it's R-rated.
Jason knows what we're talking about, I'M 100%SURE.
and he just laughed quietly. ARM-CHIO~
His lessons always make me energetic. WOOHOO..

something i realized..
if you spend less time thinking about guys, i am sure you will have more time for everything else.
LOLS OBVIOUSLY. but yup...
after letting go of everything, more time to ponder and ponder and ponder. i have eyecandy now. you know la~ :D but not harbouring any design LOLS! i just enjoy being together with. so fun.
i think i am just attract to this kind of guys, oh well.
dont trust my taste. HAHAHA~ arghhh.

Candy for the Eyes.
Instruction:
1week once.
Take 1look per hour.
Take before supper.

how i feel like a bastard during labs. how i hate that.

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