my downfall.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
the good news of others came knocking me into senses.
so sudden, that i fell into a deep deep depression.
just when i thought everything is about termtests and termtests and termtests. i was so wrong.
i totally forgot all about my SIP plans. so what am i gonna do now? is it too late?

to act, is better than to say.
what's the first step?
arghh i doesnt even have a thing in mind.


i was envious and happy that my friends had secured their OSIP.
but in a reflection, i seem to be so.... empty.
what about me, i know i should do something.
help me, help me.

haaa i would be damn estatic too if i got into the same SIP with my girls :D
surely.




sunday is the competition,
monday is termtests.
what's up, cramming my life with stuffs?
i should learn how to handle stress.
not being angry and petty,
for this is how great things is done.
most importantly, laziness is something i need to overcome.

@ 1:16 AM