an avalanche that looms above our heads but we don't believe it

an avalanche that looms above our heads but we don't believe it

i wanted to try to blog at Tumblr, but once i see tumblr, i cant blog anything out. Haas i guess i still need to get used to it? recently i really have no time, due to the many many things i wanted to do within every short little day. i tried to manage and plan my time well, setting aside time for each and everything that i need to do and have to do. But it seems that i always forget the little things that sat at the back of my mind. it’s bad, it’s really bad. although it’s the little things that is missed out, it often leads to BIG AND SAD AND BAD consequences. and i am really sorry for all this.

At work, i just forgot to close the stupid beaker with the aluminum foil, and then the chemical evaporated inside the hood. GG ): but luckily it’s not that bad, but it’s bad enough. i wouldnt want this to happen again. i must finish what i started!

And then i forgot to call him ):

i am very disappointed with myself.